Ento !

38 page views from Russia this week and 19 yesterday alone !! :-S

Its been twenty whole days since I last posted about writing!

And and and I did not move an inch in that subject :-/

Sometimes I just don't want to read. Like I have been feeling for the past TWENTY days. 

I haven't written a line towards my thesis, or even think about it. 

There are lots of other rubbish that I have been thinking and dealing with. 

Future is so promising and distasteful at the same time sometimes, maybe that is because of my continual "be practical" attitude that blurs out the good parts that could also exist. In other words, borderline extreme pessimism.

I guess right now, I could let bygones be bygones or say "fast track" to myself (move on).

Buckle down time!

Fear, Loathing, Anger, Disappointment, Dissatisfaction, Real+Imaginary Issues, and the list just goes on and on and on !

Submission!

In my head : "So, Shalini, next weekend we can ......."

(before the rest of this ends, my thoughts barge in and think, oh my god, by next weekend? Really? Oh my god again! Does he want me to submit a part of it or the whole of it?

Gosh, I knew he would say something like this, Naheeeeeeeee!!!!).

In reality: So, Shalini, next weekend we can all go to Ananthagiri Hills by train and spend some time there. We could do some trekking and hiking if possible. 

Me: Oh, thank God! I thought you were asking me to submit by the end of next week.

Reply: Yes, on Friday you submit and on Saturday we can go out on the trip.

We burst out laughing!