Monday 24 December 2012

OFF LATE ....

Have been uselessly busy. Nothing new about it, but well, this was more like "aa bail mujhe maar" kind of work I endowed on myself and got into the busy-ness.
Have been confused a little.
Now I finally understand what "having butterflies in the stomach" means, I still don't get what "melts in the mouth" means though.
I realized "bioprospecting" is a misleading and stupid word.
I was almost sure I will lose my memory by the next morning once this week, was a little worried about it in fact, ahhahahaha !
I claimed to dislike a newbie immensely and now I seem to developed a very good rapport with him. Self realization - kindly remember not to discard every person based on first impressions :-P
I haven't spoken to any of my friends since ages, CBag included!
Some friends have found fleeting romances and the rest are rejoicing with the same old same old :-P
Understood the calmness of a gigantic water body and the latent danger it can hold.
Fears of gray, red, paranoia, and mass have risen, trying to dismiss them from my head.
Finally guilt tricked myself into doing some amount of work, really!
Realizing how difficult it is to give into some thoughts that I have been putting away in self denial.
Giving is more happiness.
Got my bank balance to almost zero, although I'm very positive I'll be there soon!
Got new headphones, complete bliss.
Reaching a point where eating food has become boring, unbelievable.
Right now, want to just sleep off but trying to get back to writing so..........
Thats all folks, will write again soon :-) !